The Problem Is Me Or Him??

Assalammualaikum..

Hello readers, Ooo my goodness..y am I like this? I felt so terrible..U know y? I cant trust my boyfriend!! for me, it is kind of disease..i tried to trust, but I just cant..coz I have that instinct, told me that my boyfriend lied to me..I cannot help my self to stop thinking about it..

Its been 9 day after his last call from offshore, from our last conversation, he said he will be home a few days more..

His last call was on 23-august-2013 friday..we have a very long conversation..until his i-talk run out of
credit, we dont end our conversation well since his i-talk just run out of credit..

So in that conversation, he said he will be home maybe on tuesday, that would be on 27-august-2013 or maybe 28-august-2013 wednesday..

But as u can see now, its already 31-august-2013..and he still not home yet..
he told me that, he will let me know as soon as he coming home..but y until now still no news about him..

Does he make his old mistake..going home without telling me..just to have a good time with his crazy friend?? or he is breaking up with me..?? or he's really still in offshore?? im confuseedddd....so many things linger in my mind..

I want this to end ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!      




                                                                                                          confused girlfriend