Chakya is Home

Assalammualaikum..

Yaa...as U can see...my chakya is home..but only for 1 day..
he got home on 1/9/2013 sunday nite from kk..the story begin....

on sunday 1/9/2013 3.57pm
- I was at his neighbours hood market wit my cousins..shopping some groceries..I am aware that im at his territory but I don't know he will be home that day..
- my phone ringing, n I know it was him, coz the ringtone...
- im so shock..happy...n sad 2..coz I miss him..

on monday 2/9/
- yaa..were dating..12 hours..start from 11.30 am until 11.30 m..we really having a good time together..watching movies, lunch, dinner..go to guardians..buy chocolate..
- so many plans we want to do that day cannot be done..y?? coz at my place all shop are close about 6pm..last shop maybe closed about 8 pm..I cant go to saloon to wash my hair..so cancel..we wan to do some facial, also cancel..we want to do some scaling also need to make a appointment..at last we re just hanging out, watch movies..eat....and eat...anddd eat..were just wasting our time to find a shop that still open to fulfill our desire..huhu..what a terrible place to pampered our self..waste of quality time..
*the day we went out, we wear same t-shirt that I bought for him..1st time in my life to wear same cloth wit my bf..feeling awkward, but yaa...its fine..since we met a lot of his friend, im a bit shy..so I covered my T, so they wont see my T..haha..kinda embarrassed a bit..
*he bought me a long sleeve t-shirt..(ripcurl) tQ..I love it..he.. p/s he never bought for me any gift before, this is the 1st time he bought by him self for me..tQ!! I really appreciated it..

12 hours feels like 12 second..
at the next day, he need to work n go to offshore again..but now different platform..

tuesday 3/9/2013
his flight to Miri is 8 pm..arrived to hotel about 9.30 pm..

wednesday 4/9/2013
at dawn he wake up go to pulau melayu watsoever..i dont know much about the arrangement..
I still have opportunity msging wit him..and our conv. last only for few minute, he didnt reply my msg anymore..

so, thats it..my love story..time is so precious u know..

BUT, he cheated on me again..about the line at the platform..i see his friend can on9..now his friend unfriend me on fb..y? maybe he was afraid that i know they still can make a call there..maybe my bf has other mobile.no..he just dont want to call me..or he has someone else..someone that more special than me..??????????????????????????????? a lot of quires in my mind..hope this dilemma can be answer when he come home from this job..

anyone can give some opinion about all of this??
I didnt write this for fun.. -_-

LEE HI (이하이) - ROSE M/V

The Problem Is Me Or Him??

Assalammualaikum..

Hello readers, Ooo my goodness..y am I like this? I felt so terrible..U know y? I cant trust my boyfriend!! for me, it is kind of disease..i tried to trust, but I just cant..coz I have that instinct, told me that my boyfriend lied to me..I cannot help my self to stop thinking about it..

Its been 9 day after his last call from offshore, from our last conversation, he said he will be home a few days more..

His last call was on 23-august-2013 friday..we have a very long conversation..until his i-talk run out of
credit, we dont end our conversation well since his i-talk just run out of credit..

So in that conversation, he said he will be home maybe on tuesday, that would be on 27-august-2013 or maybe 28-august-2013 wednesday..

But as u can see now, its already 31-august-2013..and he still not home yet..
he told me that, he will let me know as soon as he coming home..but y until now still no news about him..

Does he make his old mistake..going home without telling me..just to have a good time with his crazy friend?? or he is breaking up with me..?? or he's really still in offshore?? im confuseedddd....so many things linger in my mind..

I want this to end ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!      




                                                                                                          confused girlfriend

The Come Back

Assalammualaikum..

updating this blog is so much important to me now, as U know, if we write diary its a book, it may be lost, or in cellphone it may be reset..I have been tru all that..so if I'm using blog as my diary, it will never be lost..how clever I'am?? haha..one more, I can share my journey of life with other people, without them knowing who am I..thats way toooo cool...

U know what, I almost delete this blog..just bcoz I dont know how to change my background..at last problem solve, and I am very grateful that I dont need to delete these blog coz there is so many stories that I wrote, that I want to keep as my memories..

what I want to share for this entry is, its been 1month and bla3 I dont really remember..my chakya was on offshore..I think he just lied to me again..he said to me b4, limit to be on offshore is 28 days..but this is way to long..more than 28 days..maybe 35++ day oready..I dont know y he doing this to me..but I am gonna find out..by hook or by crook..I am not that kinda person that sit n watch people do shit on me..hell no!! since he was just my boyfriend, I am not gonna let this happen..I must know the truth, n stop all this nonsense..even though that I am hurting inside, but the best things to do is to know the truth..I have always pray to god asking god to let good thing happen on us..always..but if my chakya really are not meant for me..what can I say n do..he is not for me..

thats all for now..bye..

UPDATE !!! 29-AUGUST-2013

Assalammualaikum..
-career
= dh lama x update blog ne, usang dh byk sarang labah2..phewww...hmmm, actually this update about my life now, "THE FRESH GRADUATE" yg xberjaya, coz blom dpt kerja lg..almost 3month I meringkuk dlm rmh ne..haha..doakan I dpt kerja yg baik2 sj ok!! aminnn...but maybe next year maw smbung study ke peringkat yg lebih tggi..degree...(^_^) wish me all the best luck!!!

-love
= smenjak tmt bljr ne, boyfriend pun mcm lari dr ak..dia kerja offshore, org minyak ok..I know there is certain part would be different after we graduate..but maybe I still cant get use to it..I must be strong to face this..walaupun dia xda byk ms nak luang dgn ak, tp ak always bdoa spya dia xlupa ak stiap ms dia jauh dr pndangan..hbngan jarak jauh ne sgttttt susahhhhh...hmmm, coz I cant see his face, cannot call..just waiting to be call by him..if 2 weeks  dia dlaut maybe 1 or 2 times jak dia call ak..hmmm..its better than never kn...bukan ak xdpt call dia, its just.....Im not his wife ok, so be it..just waiting him to call me, is a much grateful..being the girl he loves is the most precious moment that ever happen in my  life..TQ my Chakya..I will waiting for U..

PENERANGAN TENTANG CINTA YG SLL GALAU...

Assalammualaikum...

maw jwb, ya b0leh, x jwb pun x apa2, karna x wajib..melainkan f2f..0k..haha..

ok, straight to da p0int..bgini ceritanya..yg kamu dh taw, ak mmg ada bf..kn?? hehehe..byk pengalaman baik buruk dgn dia..huhu..but n0w br ak dpt taw napa dia berpelakuan spt ituuuu...karnaaaa,ak juga bingkuk..wakakaka..ya, dh mmg tulang rusuk..emang bingkuk..mcm mn maw bg lurus..s0, para llk harus phm itu k...maaf, bhs btaburan..hrp phm sndr ya yg bacanya..hehe..

disaster on 2013..huhu..

assalammualaikum...

setelah skian lm ak x update ne bl0g..10 feb 2013 br ak sempat menc0ret ala2 diary electronic ak ne..
fyi im still wit chakya..yeay! almost 2 years dh relationship kmi...xlm lg ne anniversary kmi..
b4 dat, hmmmm.......the story dat i want to share is..past few weeks..me n him got very serious problem..dia tipu ak!! by the time chakya said he was on offshore..about 10 days chakya still can call me, c0z dorg dekat pesisir pantai..c0z tem 2 kat tengah laut gel0ra..istilah d0rg rough sea..ms 2 chakya j0b dekat kuala baram miri sarawak malaysia..mula2 trun laut steady, blum bz lg, still can c0ntact lha..slps 1-2 weeks chakya said 2 me, yg d0rg dh nak pgi location..s0 maybe xda line..xb0le c0ntact..about 10 days i have been waiting 4 him, actually chakya dh blek 2 hr awal dr tarih yg dia cr ak..by the time dia dh blek, chakya ada n0 hp lain..0mg..astaghfirullahalazim..knp sbgini rupa ak dtipu? apa salahku? kaw buat bgini..hmmmmm...cr ak dpt tahu smua ne, xperlu ak cr..ak dpt tahu bnda ne mcm pop out trus kmuka ak..allah maha adil..dia mmg nak ak taw chakya ak mcm mn..dan nak tgk sabar ak mcm mn..bolehkah ak trima cbrn dlm perhbngn kmi..
ak awal2 lg dh maafkn chakya..sbb ms 2, chakya dh explain dgn ak..knp dia buat bgitu..ak mmg mrh, tp ak fhm keadaannya..dia pun masi muda, xlari dr ksilapan, slh pilih kwn, terpengaruh dgn budaya yg x baik..ak fhm sgt2, datz y ms chakya explain ak diam, dn trus bertenang, c0z chakya nangis2 time 2..rs bd0sa ak rs buat dia mnangis g2..hmmmm..im sory, i kn0w chakya ikhlas ms 2, xpernah tgk chakya nangis g2..slm smggu kmi trouble jak..mmg hbs air mata kmi..tp chakya nangis mula2 2 masi air mata palsu, but ak fhm time 2 chakya stress, sbb dia dh tropot dgn smua penipuan yg dh dia buat..xtaw maw explain dgn ak mcm mn..s0 dia nangis..lbih2 lg dia demam ms 2..mst dia mati akal time 2 mcm mn maw mngaku..at last, ms dia dh sehat2, ak pun br jak kebah dr demam akibat berjangkit dr chakya jgk lha..tuhan 2 maw tnjuk lg skali..at last chakya mngaku..mcm cerita ak td..hmmm..stress...but n0w kitorg dh settle...tp skrg dh 12 hr chakya kat laut lg..tmpt yg sm..xtaw maw trust ka x..but ak d0akn yg terbaik utk chakya..spy dia xmenipu lg..aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...l0ve u till jannah..