assalammualaikum...
setelah skian lm ak x update ne bl0g..10 feb 2013 br ak sempat menc0ret ala2 diary electronic ak ne..
fyi im still wit chakya..yeay! almost 2 years dh relationship kmi...xlm lg ne anniversary kmi..
b4 dat, hmmmm.......the story dat i want to share is..past few weeks..me n him got very serious problem..dia tipu ak!! by the time chakya said he was on offshore..about 10 days chakya still can call me, c0z dorg dekat pesisir pantai..c0z tem 2 kat tengah laut gel0ra..istilah d0rg rough sea..ms 2 chakya j0b dekat kuala baram miri sarawak malaysia..mula2 trun laut steady, blum bz lg, still can c0ntact lha..slps 1-2 weeks chakya said 2 me, yg d0rg dh nak pgi location..s0 maybe xda line..xb0le c0ntact..about 10 days i have been waiting 4 him, actually chakya dh blek 2 hr awal dr tarih yg dia cr ak..by the time dia dh blek, chakya ada n0 hp lain..0mg..astaghfirullahalazim..knp sbgini rupa ak dtipu? apa salahku? kaw buat bgini..hmmmmm...cr ak dpt tahu smua ne, xperlu ak cr..ak dpt tahu bnda ne mcm pop out trus kmuka ak..allah maha adil..dia mmg nak ak taw chakya ak mcm mn..dan nak tgk sabar ak mcm mn..bolehkah ak trima cbrn dlm perhbngn kmi..
ak awal2 lg dh maafkn chakya..sbb ms 2, chakya dh explain dgn ak..knp dia buat bgitu..ak mmg mrh, tp ak fhm keadaannya..dia pun masi muda, xlari dr ksilapan, slh pilih kwn, terpengaruh dgn budaya yg x baik..ak fhm sgt2, datz y ms chakya explain ak diam, dn trus bertenang, c0z chakya nangis2 time 2..rs bd0sa ak rs buat dia mnangis g2..hmmmm..im sory, i kn0w chakya ikhlas ms 2, xpernah tgk chakya nangis g2..slm smggu kmi trouble jak..mmg hbs air mata kmi..tp chakya nangis mula2 2 masi air mata palsu, but ak fhm time 2 chakya stress, sbb dia dh tropot dgn smua penipuan yg dh dia buat..xtaw maw explain dgn ak mcm mn..s0 dia nangis..lbih2 lg dia demam ms 2..mst dia mati akal time 2 mcm mn maw mngaku..at last, ms dia dh sehat2, ak pun br jak kebah dr demam akibat berjangkit dr chakya jgk lha..tuhan 2 maw tnjuk lg skali..at last chakya mngaku..mcm cerita ak td..hmmm..stress...but n0w kitorg dh settle...tp skrg dh 12 hr chakya kat laut lg..tmpt yg sm..xtaw maw trust ka x..but ak d0akn yg terbaik utk chakya..spy dia xmenipu lg..aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...l0ve u till jannah..
